My New Year Resolution is to spend at least one day with you.<3 I don’t care if you’re friends are there, I just want you to introduce me as you’re childhood best friend. Then we can remind each other of the days before when we were little; holding hands, (even when I yelled at you,) a forgotten kiss, (apparently we kissed d’awh,) field trips to pumpkin patches, rodeos, and ice shows, daycare and school, the sadness when we were seperated, bubble blowing, recess - slides, swings, girls vs boys arguments, hide and seek, and field day, daycare graduation, friends movie night, meeting parents, the zoo, the circus with amazement and pink and blue cotton candy, the “they’ll get married” comments from my parents, (maybe you’re mom too,) the “he’s you’re boyfriend” or “she’s you’re girlfriend” comments that made me silly mad but giggle and blush, and you blush and smile. These just come to mind when I hear you’re name, see you’re name or you’re face. I find it hard not to remember you after years but you are a big part of my heart and I’d love to at least have you back in my life like once long ago. I’d love to at least grow old with you as my best friend; maybe a love. Once in awhile I happily cry of our amazing past and realize there will never be another like you. I said a long while ago that even the man I marry won’t ever compare to you. Sometimes I just contemplate on all before and all that went wrong and what could change it back. I then realize that you’d have to want these memories back to; I wonder if you do. I just want to sit and talk to you, have a long conversation together about everything. Make more conversation as we possibly grow closer I’d hope.
My New Year Resolution is just to be in you’re life once again; an important thing in you’re life too. One day I do plan to tell you all the things I think about when you come to mind; for now I’ll start slow. :) Slow and steady now; let me have you’re heart.<3